A change

March 6, 2010 at 8:16 PM

A confession that I must write, if I do not then I wish not to exist. I am not happy, I must change my life - I cannot continue as I am, I am not even a shell any-more. From this moment and every more I have to change, from within or I will crumble and collapse.

From now on I will do everything in my power to exist how I want, to do good, to actually realise who I am and change into somebody I am proud to be. Now is the beginning, I’ve hit rock bottom and lost everything within that made me feel ok. Now is the time to regain and reclaim.